Have it ever crossed your mind that what you want is not what i want?

What you expect from me is something that is out of my limit?

What you want is not what i want?

I've grown up..

I got my own thinking..

I got my own hobbies..

I got my own affiliations..

Please stop stopping me from being who i wanted to be..

And stop comparing me with "her".

I am who i am.

She is who she is.

We are different.

Clear now?

Different!

Different is different.

Don't expect me to be like "her"..

And don't expect to get what "she" give you from me..

I won't be scared of you just because you are stronger than me!

I will fight back..

Trust me.

And i am going to fight back..

I don't give you a damn about it..

You can't stop me from being who i wanted to be..

Perhaps you can stop me financially..

But i will get my solutions..

I won't starve to death just because of you!

I can live on my own..

I don't need you anymore in my life..

Feel free to go away..

Goodbye.

I don't mind people hating me.

If you do,

just FUCK OFF from here.

I will always be me.

A fact that never gonna change.

Cursed✖

I still can't forgive and forget.

Its haunting me.

Its poisonous.

Its munching my life.

Its killing me.

✖No Rest Available✖

First of all..
Yay!!!
Exam is over!
Darurat diisytiharkan tamat!!!
Haha..

Okay, now back to the topic..
Yesterday, i skipped my Physics tuition..
I now, I now..
But come on laa~
Exam just ended..
Give me a break..
But,
there was no rest available..
Home alone last night..
Since got nothing to do..
I pulled out a camp banner and start painting it..
Mum got home and lend me both her lovely hand..
Love you mum!♥
Paint till 12am le..
So basically i didn't get any rest at all..
and i woke up at 8am today..
Cuz my bro brought his friends home..
Wtf.
So this is the pic of ME doing job..
I am hardworking.♥

banner for MTTM..

artist in work..

sorry, rude pose.

i look so concentrated..

dis is my so called draft.. LMAO

work in progress.. look how messy i can make things into..^^

Yeshh!!!

Camp Tutti Fratelli finally arrived..

Gonna rock n roll!!

Behold,

updates of camp coming soon..

Out from 1/6/09-4/6/09..

Dats all for now..

C ya peeps..

Love me or Hate me.

XOXO.

Tagged by Chee Yuan.

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 5 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: H2o
2. Last phone call: Mommy
3. Last text message: Sheila sayang
4. Last song you listened to: How To Save A Life- The Frays
5. Last time you cried: This morning, when i flunk my physics paper x.x

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: No
7. Been cheated on: Of cuz..
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: absolutely no.
9. Lost someone special: yes=(
10. Been depressed: all the time.
11. Been drunk and threw up: i don't drink.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Yellow
13. Purple
14. Red

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Uncountables d.
16. Fallen out of love: yet to come.
17. Laughed until you cried: yeshh..
18. Met someone who changed you: Sir Shreenath!
19. Found out who your true friends were: Maybe..
20. Found out someone was talking about you: No idea.. im not dat kpc.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: No
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 100%
23. How many kids do you want to have: 1 or 2..
24. Do you have any pets: No.
25. Do you want to change your name: No. Once sor wen, forever sor wen=)
26. What did you do for your last birthday: celebrated with dear excoz..
27. What time did you wake up today: 2am..
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Eating books.. LOL
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Kem Tutti Fratelli! Hot-to-go!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: one sec ago..
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: More ca$h.
32. What are you listening to right now: Mum's mumble..x.x
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i don't think so.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Rest.
35. Most visited webpage: Blogs and friendster and facebook.
36. Whats your real name: Lim Sor Wen, nothing more real..
37. Nicknames: Ah wen.
38. Relationship Status: Single
39. Zodiac sign: Virgo baby
40. Male or female?: female
41. Elementary?: SK(2) jalan batu tiga
42. Middle School?: SMK Taman Klang Utama
43. High school/college?: yet to come.
44. Hair colour: Slight brown colours can be spotted.
45. Long or short: Medium. to me.
46. Height: 152cm. no comments.
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: hell yes! lol.
48. What do you like about yourself?: My attitude <3
49. Piercings: Haven't yet.
50. Tattoos: Hope so.. if my mom allow..
51. Righty or lefty: Righty.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: no.
53. First piercing: Standard 1 @ 7 yrs old.
54. First best friend: Sue Wen
55. First sport you joined: Sprint
56. First vacation: u think im a history textbook?
58. First pair of trainers: no.
59. Eating: air.
60. Drinking: saliva..
61. I'm about to: sleep
62. Listening to: mum's mumble.
63. Waiting on: going bed.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: perhaps.
65. Get Married?: of course.
66. Career?: coming soon..

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Both
68. Hugs or kisses: Both. xoxo
69. Shorter or taller: Taller.
70. Older or Younger: younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both.
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Neither.. Puhh-lease.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: So not.
77. Drank hard liquor: No.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes..
79. Sex on first date: Impossible.
80. Broken someone's heart: Yes, i'm sorry bout dat.
82. Been arrested: So not.
83. Turned someone down: Yes.
84. Cried when someone died: Ya.. human's nature..
85. Fallen for a friend?: Who don't?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: all the time. I am who i am.
87. Miracles: something i wished to see.
88. Love at first sight: No.
89. Heaven: sometimes.
90. Santa Claus: Yes...
91. Kiss on the first date: He should take the inisiative.. lol.
92. Angels: Ya..

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No. Am not playgirl.
95. Did you sing today?: Everyday.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Hell lots of times.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: Back to primary!
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: 26 july 2008.. prom nite XD
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: yes.. to the wrong person..
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Definitely.. go people!


100 truths for you :
- Suey Erz
- Sheila
- Sor Yeung
- Ching Pei
- Ju Ann

yesterday..

i had a nightmare..

jump up from sleep at about 4am..
then can't sleep back jor..

got nothing to do..

so go find stuffs to do lo..

find..find...find...
den ter-saw the stacks of excos' letter n sir's of cuz...
since nothing to d0, and can't sleep, then ma took them and read one by one lo..

omfg..

suddenly, tears start rolling down..
i suddenly realised how much i miss them and adore the moments and memories created throughout the year of 2008..
MKUS, JFAC, KPI, KTF 2oo8, RC Idol, RC Dance Battleground, RC Prom Nite, Pesta Keamanan, Jumbara Halloween, RC Nite and definitely, Kem Belia-31..
MAJLIS EXCO BELIA 2008,
i miss you guys...
especially my buddy, Bell..

He is currently studying in sekolah berasmara penuh..
so long din c him jor...
haiz..
hope tutti come faster, so that MEB 2008 can reunite...
together we will create magic for Kem Tutti..
right right? LMAO
i miss each and everyone of you guys like hell!!

never gonna forget these moments!

the official pic of MEB 2008..

miss treasurer n miss cultural.. LMAO

we are the biatches..

kiri a.k.a jojo.. he is cute!

atul, the chef..

random pic at klia.

pangky and i.. he look bad, indeed, he is very innocent.. lolz.

peipei.. she is the baby of 08s..and my best friend=)

sheila n i.. besties forever=]

suez!!! the yakuza.. she is also my baby.. i juz love her.

random pics after meeting. can you see how happy we smiled?

luv dis pic.

in klia, when sending them off to japan..

and etc......

lazy wanna upload...

thats all..

i miss you guys..

xoxo..

p/s: chee yuan, no vulgar at all=]

hmm..
just some random post today...
after school, i went for BSM meeting in school lo..
meeting..meeting..meeting...
Until1.30pm, followed wen jin home, to meet his mom a.k.a dance teacher..
then tumpang his car to HQ...
Today was Screen Test KTF-1..
i was late..
*fucker betul*
i hate being late..

so i missed 3 school's performance:

-STAR

-Samad

-Chung Hwa

nvm.. i can see again during Screen Test-2=]

so watch other school's performance..

watch..watch..watch..

Then already 5pm..

i was like.. wtf, time fly so fast..

i haven even had my lunch..

except for a granola bar stolen by yeen heng from wen jin's house..

haha..

and today is ops cahaya tutti..

I wanna go.

I repeat, i really really really wanna go....

but my parents just wont let..

T.T

i told them i can cope with my exam..

but they just don't want to believe me....

*heart broken*

aiks..

so today i just get to see other ajks so happy and so desperate and so eager and so tak sabar-sabar to go for ops...

the day was like:

~~~

Atul and izan: sorwen, pergi ops?

sorwen: tak.

atul: saya pun tak pergi..

izan: saya pun..

sorwen: kenapa?

atul and izan: hello! exam la bodoh..

*ya, bodoh me.*

~~~

Leeza: sorwen, u coming ops?

Sorwen: nope, cant make it..

Leeza: owh..

~~~

Adib: sorwen, tak pergi ops ke?

Sorwen: tak, mak tak benar..

Adib: sedihnya, ops best tau..

*i know, i know..*

~~~

Mani and kiri :*with shocked expression* sorwen!!!!! u coming ops ka?

sorwen: no! im here for screen test..

Mani and kiri: sapi laa u..

sorwen:*speechless* shut up la u!

~~~

you see!!!!

everything is like giving me signals that im gonna regret missing this ops....

i wanna go......................

Miracle.

Unbelievable!!!

I managed to finish ADD MATH paper, in time!!

And i know how to do it-except for stupid VECTORS.

Well, when the going gets tough, the tough gets going..

*wink*

Proud of mua-self!!! Although can't do some.

Teehee=)

Thanks god!

For making me to be able to study from 3.30pm-1.30am..

Haha..

God Helps People who Help Themselves!

*Effing true!*

So please help yourself ok..

Tomorrow Maths paper..

Can relax abit..

Hahaha..

Study..study..study...

aza aza fighting=]...

So today another gone case paper..

Chemistry..

Babiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!

I know how to do that question wan lerr....

Juz so ngam dat time can't get it out from my brain nia...

So sad..

So much of studying also useless wan..

Diu..

And hor...

So many questions oso dun have answer wan..

1. Calculate the mass of ethene if 3.3g og carbon dioxide is produced *combustion process*.

(H=1, C=12)

A. 0.7g

B. 1.4g

C. 2.1g

D. 2.8g

Answer should be 1.05g right..

Cuz 1 ethene produce 2 carbon dioxide ma..

So calculate through ratio..

get mol den divide 2 den times RMM ma..

So no answer..

Palia..

All the equations made me feel so headache!!

Sekejap balance sekejap tak balance pulak..

Wtf..

Today whole day i felt so pek cek when taking dat stupid paper..

But dono why i still like Chemistry alot..

Aiks..

Gila!

Tomorrow still got Paper 3..

And EST..

Gotta study now..

Pengsan!

Taklimat 1

Taklimat-1 of Kem Tutti Fratelli 2009 telah berlangsung dengan jayanya yesterday..
Everything was rather smooth..
AJK looked mantap and cekap too..
hahaha..
Oh ya..
I got group 6 with Marzuki..
Loves working with him..
hahaha..
And my group name is Gemini..
Their from SMK Kota Kemuning..
Looking forward for nice working relation with them..

on the way back to HQ..



still a long way to go...

ss-ing with sheila n kent..

now with amer.. lol.

wen and sheila.. besties forever..

the guys are cleaning up..

.

.

.

Dats all for now..

Updates coming soon..

Having BI paper tomorrow..

Gambateh Sor Wen!!!

Rules:~Copy it to your blog post, erase my answers, enter yours, and lastly tag 10 people.~Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.~They have to be real. Nothing made up!~If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers.~You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.


1. What Is Your Name : Sor Wen
2. A Four Letter Word : Sick
3. A Boy's Name : Shawn
4. A Girl's Name : Sharon
5. An Occupation : Superman
6. A Color : Silver
7. Something You'll Wear : Shirt.. duhh!!!
8. Any Noun From The Bible : am not christian..
9. A Food : Sushi
10. Something Found In The Bathroom Or Your Bag : Shampoo
11. A Place : Selangor
12. A Reason For Being Late : Sakit
13. Something You'd Shout : STUPID!!!
14. A Movie Title : Secret
15. Something You Drink : Seven-up
16. A Musical Group : S Club 7
17. An Animal : Snake
18. A Street Name : Sungai keramat 40.. so my hse road..lol..
19. A Type Of Car : Savvy..lol.. cant tink of any d..
20. The Title Of A Song : So What

Happy Buffdays...

2/5-Happy BeBeBeLated Birthday to

POH THONG..

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10/5-Happy BeBeLated Birthday to

dear SIS..

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13/5-Happy Belated Birthday to

LEONG CHIN..

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14/5-Happy Birthday to CHEE YUAN..

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*banyaknya baby May*

Anyway..

Have a wonderful birthday k..

Best wishes from SOR WEN..

Sorry, kinda busy nowadays..

Have a good day=)

Bad Day..T.T

So thats Day 1 of exam...

Bad day..

Accounts is really tough for me..

Did 5 questions: 2/5 tak imbang..

Time gives me a whole crap shit and i had to pass up the paper in time although i started late..

And something i dun reli understand..

Why do people often become someone else when they did something wrong and ppl start hating them??

Here's one..

Da bloody ass bitch..

With no shame still try to hang around with us..

After all that she and her "Ah Beng" boyfriend did to us..

Does she deserved to be forgiven??

Yea..

Now dat "Ah Beng" is in NS so she got no choice but to find us..

I wanna tel you dat nobody likes you..

Can't you get your dumb face out of my sight?

Do you really think all da pity face you are showing and all da sympathy you tried to beg makes me like you better..

Puhh-leasse..

Fuck off..

You're now officially the enemy of the whole 5A's girls.. Except indian..

Ya, you can go hang around with those indian girls or guys and boast around with your sweet story about you and your darling..

In fact, you can save it for your own..

Nobody wanna know it..

And stop stalking me everywhere in school like nobody's business..

Never think dat you're close with my juniors means dat i'll wanna speak to you..

NEVER!!!

I hate you!!!

-bugging off-

Exam Exam Exam...

Its May..
And its exam month..
Exam in the town... Again!

12 May- Prinsip Perakaunan

13 May- BM I & BM II

14 May- Pendidikan Moral

15 May- Sejarah I & Sejarah II

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18 May- BI I & BI II

19 May- Chemistry I & Chemistry II


20 May- EST I & EST II & Chemistry III

21 May- Add Math II & Add Math I

22 May- Math II & Math I

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25 May- Biology II & Biology I

26 May- Physics II & Physics I

27 May- Physics III

28 May- Biology III & PSK & PJK

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Wtf rite..
3 full weeks of EXAMs!
Exams only...
Damn killer rite..
Yea..
Gotta suffer 3 weeks of eating breads.. Again.. T.T
Today is already 8 May..
My classmates already studying till like Professor d..
And i haven't officially start my revision...
Sumore fall sick..
Euu..
Can't imagine what ma result gonna look like..
Better start studying now!
Panicking + Tensioning + Sicking...
I need a BOOST!!!
Someone please save MUA!!!!!!!


SOS-ing.......

KU Tutti Team.. U Guyz Make Me Proud!

Today is..

Tutti Qualifying Interview Session..

The previous day, our skul's member stil not enuf..

Make me so tension..

Feel like going CRAZEE!!

Ask for meeting to practise balutan n ikatan oso very little people come only..

(Damn pissed off!)

Then, i was like "yea.. who cares anymore.. whatever la.. go to hell BSM KU!"

Sau Chyi comforted me..(thx baby.. appreciated it. u rawkz girl..)

Thanks to her hardwork..

We managed to find 9 people to go for TQIS..

Psst: i was proud of you guys spontaneous performance.. it was cool..

OMG! How unlucky is our skul to get Studio 1 for the interview..

(Agilan is inside k..)

They were squeezed n tortured badly k..

*pat*

You guyz did well..

And what the heck!

I can't believe Jin Yun broke off n cry..

I noe you juz Form 1..

But why you so lembik wan..

Can't you stand up n be a guy?

Stop being so SISSY!

My brother n Yu Zhong also can but you can't?

Euu!!

You let me so down k..

So embarrased when SIR ask..

KU never break off wan k..

You juz broke the record..

Congratz..

Eh eh..

Although I at the Buffer Zone hor..

I still supporting you all wan k..

You guys noe you love me..

Haha..

How was my Buffer Team does?

Cool rite..

Love working wit Adibz, Natasha n Atul..

Love you guyz..

We look cool in front of members k..

Hehe..

Okay..

Dats all today..

No more craps..

More pic of TQIS coming soon..

Hehe..

-Proud to say my school got the highest mark at Studio 1.. (19/25)-

Peace out dude..

Have a nice day..

Thanks Loads.

Okay..

Sincerely, thanks Chee Yuan..

Reli appreciated it..

Don't ever doubt about the colours.

Its just nice.

Haha.

Trust yourself.

And trust me..

Lol..

Once again, THANKS MR. KIND.

Love You Loads.

Good night.

Labour Am I?

Today is$ labour day rite..
Everyone is off for their holiday..
So do students..(don't you?)
So freakin sad that i was busy the whole day like a freako!

First, i went to school for meeting..
At that time i feel like KILLIN ppl dude!
The attendance was so poor...T.T
(AJK of BSM KU 2008/2009 i seriously HATE you guys)
Always the same people wan..
You all think you all same batch wit me den can bully me laa...
Palia wan..
Especiallly YOU!!
You know who you are laa..
Siapa makan cili, dia rasa pedas..

Then, i supposed to go KP with Yen Chern, Sau Chyi, Shobana n 510..
Only God knows what on earth that happened to Yen Chern n 510's dad till their dad(abusively) dragged them home!
Left me, Sau Chyi n Shobana lo..
Nevermind.
We can survive.
Reach there then we go play arcade lo...
At first i was winning wan lo...
What the heck!
I lost!
N Sau Chyi got 1st!!
Sound so wrong rite..
Then we went McD..
Full house.
We circled the shop twice..
Stil no place..
Then we go buy McFlurry(nw mini cups d)..
Finally..
Got place d..
We sat..
Enjoyed our food..
N watched Mr.Bean..
At 1430..
I leaving for HQ..
When walking to bus station, GOSH!!
We met the SAMAD BSM gang..
N they shouted my name!!
N posed!!
what the heck!!
I felt so harassed..
(cuz they posed my pose..)
COPY CAT!!!
(nymphie.. nex time dun copy me d ya..)

Finally, reached HQ..
So tired..
Happy to see Suez n Sheila..
N Sapura n Leeza..
Teehee=)
We lepak-ed til GUYS come back from OPS BAKAU..
They seriously smells..
Guys, no offenses..
Then, the whole team went to eat at Convent..
Longed-Missed-Stall..
Feel great to be back..
After eating, Leeza n I started to do Flyer..
Peserta KTF'09.. Make sure you keep them well..
My most adored SIS came and fetched me at 1830..

Reach home at about 1900 lo..
Without fail, my DEAR MOM gave me a long nag..
Same old situation..
T.T
Then i went bath..
Ate dinner..
Finally settled down at 2000..
Damn busy rite..
Whole day at outside le..
Din even study..
SPM!!
So far yet so near..
Haiz...
Hope everything can settle down very fast..
Sor Wen!!
You can!
GO.....

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